Things are looking up
A lot of you know it's not exactly been the nicest of times for me. I've been fighting with depression and writer's block and just... blargleness.
I really think that vitamin deficiency has been a big part of the issue. Ever since I started taking the Omega 3 Fish Oil on a daily basis, I've been a LOT more alert, enthusiastic, creative and... well... umm... 'interested'.
And... to be honest, World of Warcraft. Yes, I think I was addicted. I'm certainly not playing City of Heroes / LOTRO half as much as I played WoW. I might go back to playing it, but not until I'm done Born to the Purple. It's a distraction that I can't afford at this point.
I feel better about this than I have in a long time, and growing new relationships and friendships are sustaining me in ways I hadn't expected. I'm even starting to feel a little for a certain OTHER Jeff in my life. He's a dear friend and more. Not a secondary, not yet... but still...
The next two months are going to prove to me whether or not I'm meant to be an author as a career, or as a hobby. It's going to take a lot of my time, and a lot of effort. But I can do it. And when I'm done, I'm going to reward myself.
I really think that vitamin deficiency has been a big part of the issue. Ever since I started taking the Omega 3 Fish Oil on a daily basis, I've been a LOT more alert, enthusiastic, creative and... well... umm... 'interested'.
And... to be honest, World of Warcraft. Yes, I think I was addicted. I'm certainly not playing City of Heroes / LOTRO half as much as I played WoW. I might go back to playing it, but not until I'm done Born to the Purple. It's a distraction that I can't afford at this point.
I feel better about this than I have in a long time, and growing new relationships and friendships are sustaining me in ways I hadn't expected. I'm even starting to feel a little for a certain OTHER Jeff in my life. He's a dear friend and more. Not a secondary, not yet... but still...
The next two months are going to prove to me whether or not I'm meant to be an author as a career, or as a hobby. It's going to take a lot of my time, and a lot of effort. But I can do it. And when I'm done, I'm going to reward myself.