Apr 13, 2015 21:37
Pros of working in schools: guaranteed breaks! Fun times with school community! Constant learning.
Cons of working in schools: you are a slave to the school calendar.
Anyway, that's me. Lots of deadlines plus heat induced procrastination. It's so hard to work when it's averaging 34 deg (although out there the school I manage, it's more windy so it's not that bad); when I get home, it's much more condensed area and thus, very sweaty.
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I love Steven Universe! I'm so happy to watch something where my brain isn't squeezing itself in tension.
Recently, I've been having micro panic attacks, sometimes when I'm reading or watching a show, I have to pause suddenly because my mind is going somewhere really scary. For now, I can't go into detail about what's causing those but I have been speaking to people and I know where they originate. I miss having a personal life surrounded by friends who pay attention and I feel isolated where I am. I have really good working relationships that compensate for the fact that my personal life is very isolated right now. I'm trying to steer my family ship as my parents are going through a hard time that has now come to an impasse. My siblings are doing their own thing and I just wish I was back in a community who I could talk to.
I'm also not entirely over my Lola's death (it was back in September 2014, 4 days after my birthday).
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