May 19, 2005 06:24
I've never been so lonely and confused in my life. I'm broken. The skies have become grey, and I'm still here.. waiting. Waiting for the blue skies to reappear. I'm calling out to you but you don't hear my screams, they're so loud in my head. Its like every emotion and thought are swirling around in my head like a giant tornado. All I can do is close my eyes, and hold back my tears. I pray everyday that tomorrow will be better and that my depression will just go away. Sadly, unlike a grey sky.. we cannot just expect it to go away. Never. Will I live like this for the rest of my life? alone, and miserable? Where do I go from here?