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Guh...I don't know what's going on with me...Yesterday at lunch I had only eaten half a slice of pizza and one ladle full of soup. That was IT. I knew if I didn't have some pizza I was going to binge. It would have been great if it could have stopped at that, but I went home and had some cookies...But still, it was bad, but maybe only around 600 cals at MOST. So, then I got stoned off of painkillers and wandered around town...for HOURS. I walked around 6 or 7 miles. During that time, I went to my friends birthday party, had some nuts (like 8 or 9) and maybe 25 or 30 chips. I could only eat half a piece of ice cream cake that was only an inch all around, and couldn't even finish more than half a beer. And then I walked home. Total for the day was maybe 900 cals. Along with walking those miles. According to a website, I should have burned at least 600 cals just in two hours, and I walked for a lot longer than that. So....WHY am I up two pounds today!?? It's making me so upset...I'm 129...I wish so bad it was back to 127....and lower...what did I do wrong?? I'm so upset...