vicarious atonement

[solomnos]

sweatin' sorrow night 'til daybreak
Tomorrow's work -- an escape
but they're no way out
Don't make fun of me

playing the sound of lovebreak
honeypie's left all lonely
suspending whimpers in silence
We thought he would never leave

I think I'm gonna sleep in
I'd rather stay indoors all day
Outside, I be trippin'
over all life's fences, colors, and treeroots

flip of a switch
fancy your face
it's too much
come lift this weight

This one is real,
I wonder if you can see
painted ideas on your face
in your head, was there ever room for me?

jot something real down,
while you were here
was it real?
conceptions in my space I feel
before they were here
but I could see nothing more than our bed,
dinners, your messes, your face, and morning tea