Flaring....
I'm sorry, everybody. I was debating whether I should post this or not, but, as you can see, I decided that I would. I will leave all of my pathways completely open.
I havn't been healthy since the New Year began. I havn't been taking care of myself, physically. As a result of not taking care of myself...and not caring...my thoughts have suffered. I can remember the moment where my being flooded onto a dirty unpaved road -- I can remember the exact night.
I can feel my creativity flowing back to me. I feel it as a constant stream...not a fleeting blessing to grab at, desperately.
I am back to my own opinions. There are no longer outside forces telling me what is truth.
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This is no justification for anything; this is my personal journal. If I had a paper journal, I would have written it in there, also.
I am at an enlightened state once again. I praise the powers.
I havn't been healthy since the New Year began. I havn't been taking care of myself, physically. As a result of not taking care of myself...and not caring...my thoughts have suffered. I can remember the moment where my being flooded onto a dirty unpaved road -- I can remember the exact night.
I can feel my creativity flowing back to me. I feel it as a constant stream...not a fleeting blessing to grab at, desperately.
I am back to my own opinions. There are no longer outside forces telling me what is truth.
--
This is no justification for anything; this is my personal journal. If I had a paper journal, I would have written it in there, also.
I am at an enlightened state once again. I praise the powers.