Thanks....
Eehh, the dates don't match up. The hell's that supposed to mean? I've always sort of stayed on the outside of things, avoiding connections with people. I owe much good in myself to that. Things have always been peaceful for me. I never got involved....
It sucks that I am to try and be the best that I can be...in everything. I know I could be higher than I am now...but...would I wear out if I went too fast? Is there a power outside of my consciousness....that keeps me at a certain pace? I know, if I pushed myself...I would go faster. Even not straining myself, I know that I'll be as much as I can be. Am I saving some of my energy? If I try to be more than what I'm becoming...will something bad happen? Is that why I'm not going at a faster pace? Should I push myself to be more than what I'm ...on the path to being? I won't be disappointed if I stay at the pace I'm at, but.. the urge to be better is undeniable.... Everyone has the potential to become evil. If you go too fast -- become too powerful, ...there's always that potential. Would I be tempted, if I was to surge? I wouldn't be able to turn back, after I got so far....
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: big sexy kev i wrote a poem bout u
Solomnos: ....
Solomnos: did you now?
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: Title: BIG SEXY KEV
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: big sexy kev how i lov the
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: you make me horney, you make me randy
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: your tall sexy legs
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: all i can say is oh la la
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: your nice sensual ass that i lov to touch oh so much
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: watch as i lay my nicely moisturized hand on your nice frim buttox
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: oh big sexy kev if you only knew what goes on in my head
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: i picture u in hot pants being hosed down in water lyke in a backstreet boy video
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: oh sexy kev ooooh
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: hahahaha
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: do u lyke it
Solomnos: it's...crazy, Jen..
Solomnos: mind if I post it in my livejournal?
It sucks that I am to try and be the best that I can be...in everything. I know I could be higher than I am now...but...would I wear out if I went too fast? Is there a power outside of my consciousness....that keeps me at a certain pace? I know, if I pushed myself...I would go faster. Even not straining myself, I know that I'll be as much as I can be. Am I saving some of my energy? If I try to be more than what I'm becoming...will something bad happen? Is that why I'm not going at a faster pace? Should I push myself to be more than what I'm ...on the path to being? I won't be disappointed if I stay at the pace I'm at, but.. the urge to be better is undeniable.... Everyone has the potential to become evil. If you go too fast -- become too powerful, ...there's always that potential. Would I be tempted, if I was to surge? I wouldn't be able to turn back, after I got so far....
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: big sexy kev i wrote a poem bout u
Solomnos: ....
Solomnos: did you now?
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: Title: BIG SEXY KEV
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: big sexy kev how i lov the
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: you make me horney, you make me randy
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: your tall sexy legs
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: all i can say is oh la la
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: your nice sensual ass that i lov to touch oh so much
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: watch as i lay my nicely moisturized hand on your nice frim buttox
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: oh big sexy kev if you only knew what goes on in my head
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: i picture u in hot pants being hosed down in water lyke in a backstreet boy video
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: oh sexy kev ooooh
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: hahahaha
SeXyBoMbSheLL05: do u lyke it
Solomnos: it's...crazy, Jen..
Solomnos: mind if I post it in my livejournal?