From the Wizard Unfortunately known as "Wizardclese - Sex - Breasticlese..."
I haven't felt a moral dilemma over drinking in a good long while. But performing in festivities on Saturday made me kind of pissed off at myself. So I have decided to take a good week long sobriety binge. Or longer. Who knows.
I seriously drank every night last week. Whether it was at a party, because friends were over, because I was down (which is never, ever a good decision)... I did it. So much that wizard staff barely even phased me. I still remember when I was Two-Beers Bradley... But I'm swearing off it for a while, and I'm glad. And when I start again, it won't be in excess whatsoever. Just a glass every now and then.
But who knows. My mind keeps changing so much these days I can't keep my head on straight. One minute I want to swear off coffee, the next I'm drinking a beastly glass. One minute I'm terrible sad, the next I'm overly joyful.
I am, however, becoming happy again. I don't know what it was, whether it was insecurity or a random swing of depression, it has pretty much left. Things are going particularly well right now, too. That might be why. My radio show went off yesterday without too many problems, and I got people to listen to Genesis's Duke album - which makes me increasingly pleased. I'll soon have it on the internet so people who don't go to Transy or people who've missed the show can still tune in whenever. It's so exciting. I also got to hang out with my good buddies Britney McIntosh and Jordan Noel last week, watching old MST3K episodes and just catching up.
I just have to get through some midterms this week and next week. But I really hope everything stays the way it is right now. I likes it.
I seriously drank every night last week. Whether it was at a party, because friends were over, because I was down (which is never, ever a good decision)... I did it. So much that wizard staff barely even phased me. I still remember when I was Two-Beers Bradley... But I'm swearing off it for a while, and I'm glad. And when I start again, it won't be in excess whatsoever. Just a glass every now and then.
But who knows. My mind keeps changing so much these days I can't keep my head on straight. One minute I want to swear off coffee, the next I'm drinking a beastly glass. One minute I'm terrible sad, the next I'm overly joyful.
I am, however, becoming happy again. I don't know what it was, whether it was insecurity or a random swing of depression, it has pretty much left. Things are going particularly well right now, too. That might be why. My radio show went off yesterday without too many problems, and I got people to listen to Genesis's Duke album - which makes me increasingly pleased. I'll soon have it on the internet so people who don't go to Transy or people who've missed the show can still tune in whenever. It's so exciting. I also got to hang out with my good buddies Britney McIntosh and Jordan Noel last week, watching old MST3K episodes and just catching up.
I just have to get through some midterms this week and next week. But I really hope everything stays the way it is right now. I likes it.