I cant feel my ears anymore. Can you ever feel your ears? Good point.
so its been like an million years since i've posted.
lets see. Aaron and I are going awesome. we had a rough patch but we worked threw it. it will be 5 months next wednesday. But dispite all the amazing times we have to together, theres still this other guy in my mind. and who know. maybe he will always be there. i dont ever want to forget him because so many things have happened between us. but im scared to see how i will feel when we finally hang out. i would hate to have feelings resurface that i thought were gone. but i propbaly dont even have to worry about it because i dont really see us ever hanging out.
on a second note, i have a second job now. its an overnight babysitting job. i work 6pm-8am ever sunday, monday, tuesday and every other wednesday. its alright. im making money.
my car and i are no longer friends. im not putting anymore money into it. i want to get a jeep.
im being replaced. and it hurts. really bad. but you dont even seem to notice or care. and i dont know what im supposed to do about it. i really dont feel like i can say anything about it. because to be honest it wouldnt make a difference. but i refuse to be the one to ask to hang out or go see a movie. why should i when you started all this? you and me have parted ways and i guess i just have to deal with that.
i dont like feeling the only person i have to hang out with is aaron. as much as i love him, i need to hang out with my other friends also. but why should i always be the one to text first? im not going to.
yeah whatever.
im done.
lets see. Aaron and I are going awesome. we had a rough patch but we worked threw it. it will be 5 months next wednesday. But dispite all the amazing times we have to together, theres still this other guy in my mind. and who know. maybe he will always be there. i dont ever want to forget him because so many things have happened between us. but im scared to see how i will feel when we finally hang out. i would hate to have feelings resurface that i thought were gone. but i propbaly dont even have to worry about it because i dont really see us ever hanging out.
on a second note, i have a second job now. its an overnight babysitting job. i work 6pm-8am ever sunday, monday, tuesday and every other wednesday. its alright. im making money.
my car and i are no longer friends. im not putting anymore money into it. i want to get a jeep.
im being replaced. and it hurts. really bad. but you dont even seem to notice or care. and i dont know what im supposed to do about it. i really dont feel like i can say anything about it. because to be honest it wouldnt make a difference. but i refuse to be the one to ask to hang out or go see a movie. why should i when you started all this? you and me have parted ways and i guess i just have to deal with that.
i dont like feeling the only person i have to hang out with is aaron. as much as i love him, i need to hang out with my other friends also. but why should i always be the one to text first? im not going to.
yeah whatever.
im done.