Oct 19, 2007 00:58
I thought it might be time to update.
I started working yesterday at Payless Shoes in the mall.
Its going good so far. I get great deals on shoes which is an excallant plus.
Im not going to school this semester. There were alot of problems so i decided to take the semester off and im planning on going back to the mount in the spring and then im going to take summer classes so that im not behind.
Im extremely happy to be working again. My days were filled with nothing but thinking of you and to be honest it was killing me. I wasnt happy. im still not entirely happy but im getting there. Except when i drink then i get a little emotional but oh well.
Im getting over you. Slowly. very slowly but hey, its a start.
I had the perfect idea of you in my head but you certainly proved me wrong. thank god you did. was ever a fool to think that you were going to mean what you say.
there are so many things i would like to say to you. you werent supposed to break my heart. you werent supposed to make me cry or make my feel the way i did. But i make no excuses for the way i acted or my feelings for you.
my feelings were true. but i can no longer say that i believe yours were.