I got drunk and married in Vegas. To Ross.
I got to Las Vegas in 3 days. We fly out Saturday night at 8:30. Im wicked excited. This trip is gonna be awesome. Im not sure if i can gamble. Some people have said yes and some have said no. I guess we'll see. Im also wicked excited about the plane ride too because its my first one. Im not sure how great it will be with 4 kids but im still wicked pumped.
Im been feeling pretty werid lately. Its seem liked after everytime i talked with you, it put me in such a bad mood. People know when im in a bad mood too because i wear my heart on my sleeves. I've done so much thinking over this past week that my head hearts. There are soooooooooooooo many things that i want to do and see. I want to gradutate from college and help as many people as i can. I want to see the world.
We talk about this road trip but sometimes i dont think it will really happen and that makes me sad. Hopefully all will go as planned. A roadtrip with you guys would be amazing.
I told you today that i was jealous that you have such a better job then i did. and i truely ment it. The fact that your 2500 miles away, in such a beautiful state doing something that you love and that makes you happy, is beyond me. I want to beable to say that i did something like that. Im gonan make it my goal to get an awesome job next summer. Maybe you can help?
Dont get me wrong. I love living with Kimmi. She is my best friend and this family is great. But i wonder sometimes what would have happened to me if i had stayed with my family. Would i be who i person i am right now? Propbaly not. I miss my mom and dad like crazy tho. And i know that i should call and stop by more often but its awwarkd when i do. I know my dad misses me too and it break my hearts when he tells me this. I need to make it an effort to make things right.
I also feel the need to patch thing up with you too. What happened between us was awesome and i wouldnt change it for the world. Please dont apologize. It also makes me sad to think you might not be coming home but I know that if you dont then would be doing something terrific with you life and you'll be loving every minute of it. Your life will be something amazing and i cant wait to see what you make out of it. Im not really sure whether i should be writing this knowing you will be reading it...but you really made me feel like i am something special. I've told you things i've never dreamed about telling anymore. but i told you. thanks for not caring about my problem and making me feel like its not a big deal. just...thanks.
What happened to Courtney made me realize just how short life is. I know people say this all the time but its so completely true. You really need to live every day to fullest and not live life in regrets because that doesnt get you anywhere. I will make something amazing with my life. I will travel the world and make a difference. And maybe someday I will beable to say that I once got you.
Im been feeling pretty werid lately. Its seem liked after everytime i talked with you, it put me in such a bad mood. People know when im in a bad mood too because i wear my heart on my sleeves. I've done so much thinking over this past week that my head hearts. There are soooooooooooooo many things that i want to do and see. I want to gradutate from college and help as many people as i can. I want to see the world.
We talk about this road trip but sometimes i dont think it will really happen and that makes me sad. Hopefully all will go as planned. A roadtrip with you guys would be amazing.
I told you today that i was jealous that you have such a better job then i did. and i truely ment it. The fact that your 2500 miles away, in such a beautiful state doing something that you love and that makes you happy, is beyond me. I want to beable to say that i did something like that. Im gonan make it my goal to get an awesome job next summer. Maybe you can help?
Dont get me wrong. I love living with Kimmi. She is my best friend and this family is great. But i wonder sometimes what would have happened to me if i had stayed with my family. Would i be who i person i am right now? Propbaly not. I miss my mom and dad like crazy tho. And i know that i should call and stop by more often but its awwarkd when i do. I know my dad misses me too and it break my hearts when he tells me this. I need to make it an effort to make things right.
I also feel the need to patch thing up with you too. What happened between us was awesome and i wouldnt change it for the world. Please dont apologize. It also makes me sad to think you might not be coming home but I know that if you dont then would be doing something terrific with you life and you'll be loving every minute of it. Your life will be something amazing and i cant wait to see what you make out of it. Im not really sure whether i should be writing this knowing you will be reading it...but you really made me feel like i am something special. I've told you things i've never dreamed about telling anymore. but i told you. thanks for not caring about my problem and making me feel like its not a big deal. just...thanks.
What happened to Courtney made me realize just how short life is. I know people say this all the time but its so completely true. You really need to live every day to fullest and not live life in regrets because that doesnt get you anywhere. I will make something amazing with my life. I will travel the world and make a difference. And maybe someday I will beable to say that I once got you.