My Fajitas!
Its been a while since i've posted. Not to much has happened but it feels like i have so much to say. About a week ago marked my one month experiment. Its went ok. I decided to start it because I hurt one of my guy friends by telling him my I had feelings for someone else. He was upset to say the least. Things are ok now but I still for bad. After that i decided to give up guys for a month. It wasnt hard. Kim made the exception for the person that I liked. Nothing ended up happening with him because he has a girlfriend now. Im trying to get over him. He was first guy i liked after the whole Jeff thing happened.
My life right now is so full of ups and downs Some days im so happy and other days i feel like crying for no reason. I wonder all the time about so many things. Jacob has been on my mind alot lately. I know he lives in ayre. But i havent seen or spoken to him over 5 years. What does he look like? How does he act? Is he happy? I miss him so much but its not like i can contact him. He doesnt want to see. I cant force him.
My mind is always on him. I cant get him out of my head and I have to. I cant keep doing this.
I finally got my car fixed. I had to get my transmission fuild changed and i have to get an oil filter.
I have to go with Kimmi to get her car.
My life right now is so full of ups and downs Some days im so happy and other days i feel like crying for no reason. I wonder all the time about so many things. Jacob has been on my mind alot lately. I know he lives in ayre. But i havent seen or spoken to him over 5 years. What does he look like? How does he act? Is he happy? I miss him so much but its not like i can contact him. He doesnt want to see. I cant force him.
My mind is always on him. I cant get him out of my head and I have to. I cant keep doing this.
I finally got my car fixed. I had to get my transmission fuild changed and i have to get an oil filter.
I have to go with Kimmi to get her car.