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so there's this really radical side to me which needs a talking to
i was playing through some hypothetical situations in my head and when I was taking a bath just now, the thought of leaving an organisation which I love dearly struck me and it felt quite next to impossible. the friends i've made, the impact of leaving on the organisation, the awkwardness involved, how to leave without causing drama etc etc came into my head. And I felt stuck. But that can't be right can it? faith should not be tied to an organisation but to Christ alone.
I am Grace, of Christ, and not of InterVarsity.
And though I am likely not gonna leave, I think when I do get the time, I really need to ponder about what my faith means to me and how it should not be so tightly linked to a single organisation. Good thing I am going to study abroad.
Wow - everytime I need to study something "heavy" hits me real hard and I find it hard to concentrate. zzz.