I needed a rant, and I finally got internet back.
Sometimes I wonder if the men I've dated were put on this earth to make me feel like crap.
I wish he wouldn't stop telling me in retrospect he shouldn't of broke up with me that he was 'young and stupid'.
Just makes me wish I could go back in time.
Stupid man.
Why do I have to contend with two awesome boyfriends I've had in my life time who made me feel absolutely fantastic in myself, to then leave me for stupid reasons at the time and now, one of them in the future, say something like that when he's in a happy relationships, living their dream life and I'm just...horribly wishing to be in that life still.
It's been so many years, you'd have thought I'd of learnt by now...
I wish he wouldn't stop telling me in retrospect he shouldn't of broke up with me that he was 'young and stupid'.
Just makes me wish I could go back in time.
Stupid man.
Why do I have to contend with two awesome boyfriends I've had in my life time who made me feel absolutely fantastic in myself, to then leave me for stupid reasons at the time and now, one of them in the future, say something like that when he's in a happy relationships, living their dream life and I'm just...horribly wishing to be in that life still.
It's been so many years, you'd have thought I'd of learnt by now...