SO IT GOES. on and on.

[solobrau]

so, i suppose the daydream's over.
by God, i really feel different today.
i ain't sure how, but dammit, it's for sure.
can't be a bluebird forever i suppose.
those places just don't exist anymore.
can't say if i'm ready for it.
can't say what "it" is.
and yet here we are.
the last thing i had is gone.
all of those neat little ties are gone.
i really had grounding in that shit, but i suppose for once the past may very well be the past.
our fathers are gone, all that's left is us.
this sounds ridiculous i'm sure.
but i really feel like the last vestige of my attachment to some bygone time (never experienced by me) can be let go.
relief.
tonight i'll sleep a sleep i've missed dearly for some time now.
hopefully, what i need will be there when i open my eyes and really take a fucking gander.
if this isn't nice, i don't know what is.

g'night all, and above all, be polite to one another.