Battle Scars
Hey guys, I'm back.
Two weeks without the net, two weeks since my last entry. And my god, how much has happened since then. I don't think I've ever had so much to report in such a short space of time - I have no idea how this is going to work but I HAVE to get it written down, this past fortnight has changed my life and will probably impact my whole future so I don't want to forget any of it. Even the deeply traumatic bits (and believe me, I didn't know what trauma WAS until last Wednesday) because it's all part of the bigger picture.
I think what I'm going to have to do is have a separate entry for each day. Some, for example Sunday the 2nd, will be incredibly short. Others, like Wednesday the 5th and Friday the 7th will be mind-bogglingly long. But I think I can guarantee that none of them will be boring. Obviously I don't expect you all to jump for joy at quite the same altitude in the happy places, nor weep hysterically at the terrifying bits like I did, but if you're reading this it means we are friends (hopefully!) and you might have an idea of why I might not be myself lately and forgot several birthdays - I'm SO sorry guys, I plead insanity It's mine on Monday, so you can get your revenge by forgetting mine!
I don't know how long it will take me to do the 14 entries necessary, and I may choose to delay posting them until they're all done, because reading one here and one there in the wrong order will confuse you a LOT. On the other hand, what a way to keep my readers in suspense ... hmm, not sure now. I don't really want to do these entries interspersed with 'current affairs' ones, but I don't know how I can avoid doing that, specially with the Willow Tree show fast approaching.
Oh, by the way, Heidi had her baby and they're both fine, just for the record. Oh and we're in our new house ... did I forget to mention that? Yeah. Well, that's something - moving house suddenly became a lot less stressful when compared to other events. Leaving a house, bricks and cement, was absolutely nothing compared to the possibility of losing someone who means more to you than just about anything. That's one thing I have to thank her for ... in fact I already have. Things have changed, and I will shortly be attempting to tell you why and how.
Two weeks without the net, two weeks since my last entry. And my god, how much has happened since then. I don't think I've ever had so much to report in such a short space of time - I have no idea how this is going to work but I HAVE to get it written down, this past fortnight has changed my life and will probably impact my whole future so I don't want to forget any of it. Even the deeply traumatic bits (and believe me, I didn't know what trauma WAS until last Wednesday) because it's all part of the bigger picture.
I think what I'm going to have to do is have a separate entry for each day. Some, for example Sunday the 2nd, will be incredibly short. Others, like Wednesday the 5th and Friday the 7th will be mind-bogglingly long. But I think I can guarantee that none of them will be boring. Obviously I don't expect you all to jump for joy at quite the same altitude in the happy places, nor weep hysterically at the terrifying bits like I did, but if you're reading this it means we are friends (hopefully!) and you might have an idea of why I might not be myself lately and forgot several birthdays - I'm SO sorry guys, I plead insanity It's mine on Monday, so you can get your revenge by forgetting mine!
I don't know how long it will take me to do the 14 entries necessary, and I may choose to delay posting them until they're all done, because reading one here and one there in the wrong order will confuse you a LOT. On the other hand, what a way to keep my readers in suspense ... hmm, not sure now. I don't really want to do these entries interspersed with 'current affairs' ones, but I don't know how I can avoid doing that, specially with the Willow Tree show fast approaching.
Oh, by the way, Heidi had her baby and they're both fine, just for the record. Oh and we're in our new house ... did I forget to mention that? Yeah. Well, that's something - moving house suddenly became a lot less stressful when compared to other events. Leaving a house, bricks and cement, was absolutely nothing compared to the possibility of losing someone who means more to you than just about anything. That's one thing I have to thank her for ... in fact I already have. Things have changed, and I will shortly be attempting to tell you why and how.