not only am i right, i'm lonely and i'm right
This morning around midnight, my body decided to wake me up out of no where. I was scared out of my mind for no reason. nothing woke me up, there was no loud bang, no one texted me... well, erin did, but that was at 11:30. From what I can remember, I was having a somewhat normal dream.. strangest thing ever.
This led to me falling back asleep, but having the weirdest dreams. Of course I don't remember them.... but what I do remember is waking up in a shitty mood. I hate these moods because I get so negative, think the dumbest things, like no one cares about me, nate doesn't want to be with me... just really stupid shit. But, it's nothing that my morning drive can't fix, blasting music and singing my heart out. I truly believe that music is the answer to life's problems. Soo...
My good thing about today - 1. I got ready in enough time so that I could stop at Dunks... found out that they have a pepermint mochacchino AND a peppermint chocolate donut. got my regular blueberry coffee though :) also - I'M GOING HOME TODAY! even if tomorrow is going to be awkward and uncomfortable... i'm going home :) and friday, i will be very, very happy :)
now... off to write a playlist for a c.d. to cheer meghan up (told you, music is the answer)
This led to me falling back asleep, but having the weirdest dreams. Of course I don't remember them.... but what I do remember is waking up in a shitty mood. I hate these moods because I get so negative, think the dumbest things, like no one cares about me, nate doesn't want to be with me... just really stupid shit. But, it's nothing that my morning drive can't fix, blasting music and singing my heart out. I truly believe that music is the answer to life's problems. Soo...
My good thing about today - 1. I got ready in enough time so that I could stop at Dunks... found out that they have a pepermint mochacchino AND a peppermint chocolate donut. got my regular blueberry coffee though :) also - I'M GOING HOME TODAY! even if tomorrow is going to be awkward and uncomfortable... i'm going home :) and friday, i will be very, very happy :)
now... off to write a playlist for a c.d. to cheer meghan up (told you, music is the answer)