Oct 31, 2006 04:03
So,if im not mistaken, Sean is a Mariner?
isnt that the absolute hardest thing to accomplish in American military?
AHHH!!!!
now he can kick my ass fo sho!
but i remember him when i attached his coke can to my cieling fan.Or when he drove away blarring mombo numbo 5. Oh,good times. I sure do miss him.
I miss everyone,actually. I wish i was close enough to you know, just take everyone out to the beanery for coffee. Alas, no point in such thoughts. Its not all that hopless.Nobody died, i just moved.
I miss my T.O. friends,too.I realised i dont quite fit in to the 'white christian redneck farming association' up here. Maybe if i bought a pair of suspenders and drove a beat up truck id blend in...
I also realise that its increasingly more difficult to maintain normal relationships with male friends. I guess i have a vagina and should just accept that.
Maybe ill shave my head bald. Then theyd forget all about it.
Anyway,i wasted all of tonight fretting over this instead of applying for scholarships and government trips. So,rather then kick myself in the ass for wasting my life away, im going to bed and will attempt to dream away my memories. I beleive thats a happy,healthy alternative to wallowing in self pity.
ciao!