MY NAME IS RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLPPHHHH!!!!
Well my first day at work went well...I went out with my co workers tonight..I swear to God I keep seeing my ex's ex girlfriend in one of my hangouts..This is a problem because she has this big ass nose...and I keep wanting to toss things at it across the bar....I was soooo tempted to get this Jager bottle and... well... anyways...*Sigh* I found out my ex husband or whatever who has been bitching about me dating Brandon,has been seeing someone and now she's pregnate......HAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAAHAH! HAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! STUPID BITCH!!!I'm fabulous ,because now his fat ass HAS to finish the divorce..he's got a fucking kid comming by another woman!One situation down and tons more to go *sigh*I'm really tired of being lonely..SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT@#!@#$ I deserve to be happy with someone..why should fucking Kim's dumbass after all he did, get to be happy wtih someone and I don't?!It's all bullshit.My eye was encrusted shut this morning so I wasn't too pleased having to start a new job with a swoll eye.Something weird happend the other day,one of my ex's todl me "he liked me alot" and "had for a long time" Well what the fuck does a long time mean?!WHAT DOES IT ALL MEEEEEEEAAANN!!??I supose Brandon has gone on with his life..it's like S. put it to me," if he loved you he'd talk to you at least every once in a while..." I don't really know what the future will bring me.I know how I feel inside,and I can only hope for the best.I know one of these days I will be happy.Someone will love me as much as I love them.Too bad it won't be who I want it to be.I just hope B's happy...I hope this is what he wants.I don't know..I'm just chilling on the side lines... waiting...hating...you know.Anydamnway,I'm tired of thinking about all this bullshit and I'm REAL tired of being in love with someone that don't love me..I think I'm going to go lay down and cry now...WOOOOHAAAA!@@#!$@#