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May 17, 2006 21:48

Fucking leave it.

Professor Dumbledore hasn't answered my owl for -- he wouldn't just leave, would he? And not come back?

I don't

I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

I promised I'd sav 

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forever_alight May 18 2006, 02:17:10 UTC
Because you're not used to everyone being against you as it is.

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solitusvir May 18 2006, 02:26:01 UTC
Don't get into this, Ginny.

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forever_alight May 18 2006, 05:59:09 UTC
Do I not have a right to be angry?

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solitusvir May 21 2006, 01:36:20 UTC
Do you?

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forever_alight May 21 2006, 01:38:51 UTC
Yes. Among other things.

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solitusvir May 21 2006, 01:41:21 UTC
And I don't?

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forever_alight May 21 2006, 01:46:51 UTC
What could you possibly be angry at me about?

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solitusvir May 21 2006, 01:48:31 UTC
I'm not talking about just you, but I have a right, don't I?

I don't see how you could be angry at me for things that I couldn't even stop!

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forever_alight May 21 2006, 01:50:22 UTC
About what?!

That's absolute bull, Harry! You didn't handle things the best way you could've and hurt a lot of people. Take responsibility for it and stop blaming the circumstances you created.

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solitusvir May 21 2006, 02:03:36 UTC
What do you mean about what?

What did you want me to do? Get raped? By the way, talking to the person who wanted to molest me is such a smart move, Ginny.

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forever_alight May 21 2006, 02:12:58 UTC
I mean exactly what I said.

You were not going to get raped, for Merlin's sake. This isn't all about you, Harry. And who knows, maybe if he'd done more to you your ego might've deflated a bit, because I've never known you to be so entirely self-righteous and hurtful towards the people you're supposed to care about.

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solitusvir May 21 2006, 02:18:20 UTC
Right. And that makes him less dangerous to be around. Do what you want, I don't care.

Of course it's not all about me. And if you're talking about Ron and Hermione, then piss off because it's not your business and you don't even have a clue as to what started it all!

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forever_alight May 21 2006, 02:23:24 UTC
You're being hypocritical. And you know what? You do care. Or you will when you stop being angry.

It's never been my business, has it? Because it's never suited you. But Ron is my brother, and Hermione is my friend so I'll be damned if I'll let you treat them like shit. Do it to me, but not them.

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solitusvir May 21 2006, 02:32:43 UTC
Why should I? Do you want me to? Is that what this is about?

At least he didn't hurt someone I cared about like that. At least, I thought you cared.

Why should I do anything to you? That seems to be your situation to everything, isn't it? Try and get into everyone's business. You knew things like this would happen when we started going out together. I'm not like other blokes.

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forever_alight May 21 2006, 02:52:09 UTC
No, it's not.

I did more than care, Harry. I bloody loved you, dammit! I still love you and you're just-- I don't know! You're being unreasonable and angry at the people you're supposed to be calling your friends and why? Because you're afraid to deal with what they're feeling? Because you feel like they owe you something?

And that-- I didn't think you could stoop as low as that, Harry.

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solitusvir May 21 2006, 03:14:04 UTC
And you think I don't feel the same way too?

I'm angry for a lot of reasons. It doesn't matter why. No one's listening to me anyway.

Did you want me to tell you that I'll be there for you always? That we could waste a day relaxing and just be together? You don't understand, I have to kil I'm not normal. Why do you think the Slytherins hate me?

Would you have even stayed with me after what happened?

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