I talked to my father today, well I should say my step father. But hes the one who raised me.
He talked to me so different today, he wasnt happy or postive or trying to shell me up on some bullshit advice.
He showed me who he was for the first time.
He told me why he left my mom.
He told what caused the death of my unborn sibling.
Daddy..
Why do I feel so ashamed to call him by that name.
He said he was proud to have a son.
Of my choices.
My sacrifice..
Then he cried to me...
Said I was a better man than him..
He was proud..
Then he asked for my forgiveness.
I say now..
Daddy I love you.
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When do you call yourself a man??
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I went out saturday to a place called "C.J's Landing" I wasnt a threating place it seems to be full of drunk linkin park and jay and silent bob fans.Like the type to get mad jump around and cream at you with tears in there eyes.
Anyway-
Endless Array was playing there last show..well with there lead singer because the flame died in him musically while the rest of the (younger)Band still burned brite. It was full of mixed emotions and everyone came out to show there support which was really good to see.
So I had to show those kids a few things about how to send a band off.
I got a few comments said by some of the more old south minded folk but they hardly slowed my night.
Well I have a few pictures... none of me of course :p
Ryan on the first solo of the night
Jays last time to like this voice fly..and do whatever else he wanted...
more of above
well you get the point shit I dont even post pics of me and taking this much time to post someone elses is insane.
Want more ??
http://www.endlessarray.com/