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why do i feel so bad?
am i jelious?
is my head just too inflated to see that im nobody?
i know im nothing special, i dont have the looks, the brains, the sense of style, the artistic hands, the gorgeous voice, the creativity, im no comedian, not a pro athlete, im no geneous in any feild, not an electrician, cant design a computer program, i dont know alot about cars, i cant even drive, i loose most games i play, im not a boy magnet, i cant spell for the life of me, i cant talk my way out of a situation, in the over all sceme of life im not important...
but is it a stretch to say i think im a good person, a good friend, that im normally nice, that i can give good advice, that i make ppl feel good, that i can get ppl to laugh, that i have a sense of humor, that im not stupid, that im not bad at most sports, that i have a good taste of music, that im not ugly, that i am at least a little artistic, that im good at being me, that im an interesting person, that im fun to talk to, that im a good hugger, that i dont intimidate ppl, that im open to all types of veiws and ideas...?
would i be lying if i said that? would it mean my egos gone too far? do other ppl think i am, or is it just me fooling myself? is this confidence or a pretty little facade ive built myself?
am i jelious?
is my head just too inflated to see that im nobody?
i know im nothing special, i dont have the looks, the brains, the sense of style, the artistic hands, the gorgeous voice, the creativity, im no comedian, not a pro athlete, im no geneous in any feild, not an electrician, cant design a computer program, i dont know alot about cars, i cant even drive, i loose most games i play, im not a boy magnet, i cant spell for the life of me, i cant talk my way out of a situation, in the over all sceme of life im not important...
but is it a stretch to say i think im a good person, a good friend, that im normally nice, that i can give good advice, that i make ppl feel good, that i can get ppl to laugh, that i have a sense of humor, that im not stupid, that im not bad at most sports, that i have a good taste of music, that im not ugly, that i am at least a little artistic, that im good at being me, that im an interesting person, that im fun to talk to, that im a good hugger, that i dont intimidate ppl, that im open to all types of veiws and ideas...?
would i be lying if i said that? would it mean my egos gone too far? do other ppl think i am, or is it just me fooling myself? is this confidence or a pretty little facade ive built myself?