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in the past couple weeks i have been getting that feeling inside that i just need to grow up and pull myself out of whatever i am in. i dont really do anything any more...i failing 3 classes and im not focused on anything. its not that im falling apart completly its just im not doing anything at all with my life right now and i dont even know why. i have been considering going to cascadia again next year... not for the get away from school and the people in it but more for just getting out of my lame life, growing up, and actually doing something productive for once. everyday i sit there telling myself how stupid it is to waste everyday doing the same nothing i do but i never become motivated enough to really do anything about it...
i pray for the strength i need...
i pray for the strength i need...