Aug 17, 2004 16:28
Today was soo sad....=(
I went to Madisyn Jo's funeral.
She was to young. it' horrible. i really don't know any words to describe this event except horrible and undeserving. she was one of the most gorgeous baby's i ever seen. alot of people were at the cemetary for her funeral. all brad's friends. all heathers friends. all their family of course. everyone was crying. seeing brad and vince having to carry the casket of his daughter. was just soo heart breaking. i felt as if someone had ripped at your heart. brad was trying so hard to be strong. i know he just wanted to let it all out. but he didn't he was very strong. it hurt seeing him like that =(. heather. i felt so bad for her. she was crying soo bad. it hurts seeing people like that. i just wanna go give them a huge hug and tell them everything will be alrite. when really it won't ever be the same again. it won't even start to feel better for along time. she was small. sweet. so delicate. =( my love and sympathy goes out to both of them!... i think that brad is taking it harder than anyone. he was really excited for her. i'm sure it just broke his heart to have to do that. you don't understand why God does the things he does. but it happens for a reason i guess. you prolly won't know the reason but it will all play out eventually. we wish we knew but we don't. and it sucks. well i could go on but i think the rest of what i have to say will go in my actual journal. it's a little to personla and heartfelt for this thing!