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Apr 16, 2005 04:15

There are pieces of today that I never want to think about again. That i will need to cope with in the morning, and I don't know how to yet. Instead, for a couple of moments, i'm going to think about the wonderful things.

I spent several hours talking to Eric last night. He played for me, first, just for me (it was his idea) and then for Bucky, Bang and I. When I first started listening to him... it felt so completely right. And some part of me realized how easy it would be to fall in love with this crazy guy. His music, broke my heart, and made me feel cherished because he was playing for me. The whole experience was... wonderful. special. hilarious. crazy. Bang, Bucky and I spent a good portion of it joking around.

ladyjane: EMILY
tkdragon: ?
tkdragon: is she on?
Random Violin Guy: she's always on for me ;)
*** ladyjane nods
adyjane: i want her to be on for me once and a while
*** tkdragon is scared again
ladyjane: so wait, how old is emily?
Random Violin Guy: um..heh heh
Random Violin Guy: she was born in 1956 in Mirecourt, France
tkdragon: really?
tkdragon: is she your mom or something?
*** ladyjane likes beautiful french artists
tkdragon: she's an artist?
ladyjane: very much so
tkdragon: oh
tkdragon: cool

For a long time, Bang had no idea what we were referring to when we said Emily, i think he thought she was eric's girlfriend or something... when he got into the voice chat and started listen... he was like. OH, that's Emily, and Bucky and I started laughing at him. good times.

we were all fighting over Emily... and then eric... and. *smiles* these people are wonderful.

This afternoon, Mark was on. *smiles* it was wonderful to talk to him. he's so, calm. I realize that what is going on in his life isn't something i can cope with, but at the same time - he seems so calm, and able to understand himself - a little like myself? I get the feeling, he like me, is able to talk about it rationally, but still can't handle it rationally. Strange, putting the pieces of these people together. Talking to him was wonderfully grounding, centering, and in a sense, reassuring to know he's still out there.

i went shopping with Marie and Katie. *smiles* crazy, hilarious, stupid fun.
i love those two.

now i'm talking to Bucky and Bang...
Mr. Jinx (the infamous Mr. Jinx) is now member of coffee... i feel... like i'm becoming someone (in kdx). *smiles*

but, i'm also enjoying my vacation.
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