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okay... ask ANYONE and they'll say I’m a happy person. I mean, I sound like it. but...okay...example. I was talking to Mylan. I finally figured out how to get the mic working and all. so, ask him, and he would probably say that I was in an okay mood. I mean, I was starting to get HYPER. seriously. but I was sooo pissed off and I have no idea why. and my lil cuz came over and I’m helping baby-sit him. so, I’m playing round with him and doing the whole "baby-talk" thing (we even got Mylan to do some babytalk) and I'm like......dude....I’m laughing and all...but I’m so MAD and I don't know at WHAT or WHO...or anything. so I’m pissed... but THEN I’m like...no its more like sad....so then I’m getting angry cuz I cant tell the difference...DAMN IT ALL TO HELL!
My god. Can I ever write an entry where I'm HAPPY!? I always write when I’m pissed or something dammit. It’s kinda annoying how I talk to people on IM who I don’t ever talk to in school, you know? It’s like I see them and I look away, and then I’m like....dude...I actually talk to them on IM! Or, people who I’m perfect friends with in school, and I just DESPISE talking to them on AOL. Except for Allison...I talk to her both on AIM and school...but I can’t stand talking to Katie on AIM... and I actually talk to Tressa every once in a while on AIM...and Taylor Zick...and I can’t stand EITHER ONE OF THEM!! So...that’s just about it...
My livejournal is so boring. All these people got these awesome backgrounds and all, like Mylan’s cool ass xanga *hint hint*. Lol. And mines actually a setting... so about one thousand people who have access to the internet have the same layout and all....ugh.... I complain about the smallest things....fuck....i talk about nothing on these things. Like the fact that I had about the most stress filled day in my life today.
Okay, what happened was tomorrow I have this Ensemble competition. And it’s like 9 people. And today, I was supposed to get my violin at school. But...school was cancelled cuz it RAINED!! RAINED!! So, I couldn’t get my violin and all hell broke loose... but then I called Allison and asked her if I could borrow hers since she’s not going and all....so all’s good again...
"Good morning D a y...
Sorry I’m not there.
All my favorite friends,
Vanished in the air.
It’s hard to fly,
When you can’t even run.
Once I had the w o r l d,
And now I got no one...
If I needed someone to control me,
If I needed someone to hold me down,
I would change my direction,
And save m y s e l f before I...
If I needed someone to control me,
If I need someone to push me around,
I would change my direction,
And save myself before I... D R O W N!!
D R O W N ! ! !
Good morning D a y...
I’m sorry you’re not here.
All those times before
But never this unclear.
It’s hard to w a l k ,
When you can’t even c r a w l .
Once I had this world,
But now I’ve lost it a l l ..."
-Drown by Three Days Grace
I don't know why I randomly decided to type that up. It's a great song.... great band.....great everything basically...lol.....well.....I don't feel like writing in this piece of shit anymore.