Tired and down
Well now, been a while since Ive done an actual "update". So...Here goes.
I got my licence. Ladee Fucking Da.
School starts in 10 days. Hip hip hurrah.
I spent most of the night last night listening to sad music on my ipod and cryin. Yeehaw.
My parents are looking for me some kind of small camper they can boot me to so I will be out of their house and out of their hair. I love you too folks.
Noone seems to really be interested in talkin or hangin out with me, so Im not goin to bother callin -anyone- anymore. I hate rejection and every time i call noone has time, so call me when you do. Or dont, it wont hurt any more or less than if I called and you seemed uninterested in a word I say. Yeah.
I sometimes wish Id die already.
I also sometimes wish I had never been born to begin with.
Im not always depressed, just these past two weeks or so.
Honestly, I just want to be able to talk to the person or persons who matter the most to me and be able to hear or know they actually care...you know, that they actually give a flying fuck about me, maybe even that they love me. Thatd be great.
Ive been contemplating just packing it in and finding a field to park my car in and live there till i get up enough money for my own place.
My Ipod's name is Enlightenment, and he has something to say to the world....*Enlightenment* "Fuck the world!! ,,:,,"
Rot in Pieces.
I got my licence. Ladee Fucking Da.
School starts in 10 days. Hip hip hurrah.
I spent most of the night last night listening to sad music on my ipod and cryin. Yeehaw.
My parents are looking for me some kind of small camper they can boot me to so I will be out of their house and out of their hair. I love you too folks.
Noone seems to really be interested in talkin or hangin out with me, so Im not goin to bother callin -anyone- anymore. I hate rejection and every time i call noone has time, so call me when you do. Or dont, it wont hurt any more or less than if I called and you seemed uninterested in a word I say. Yeah.
I sometimes wish Id die already.
I also sometimes wish I had never been born to begin with.
Im not always depressed, just these past two weeks or so.
Honestly, I just want to be able to talk to the person or persons who matter the most to me and be able to hear or know they actually care...you know, that they actually give a flying fuck about me, maybe even that they love me. Thatd be great.
Ive been contemplating just packing it in and finding a field to park my car in and live there till i get up enough money for my own place.
My Ipod's name is Enlightenment, and he has something to say to the world....*Enlightenment* "Fuck the world!! ,,:,,"
Rot in Pieces.