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SO today I was hit with something big. Apparently, my dad, who I haven't spoken to in over 4 years called and said he wanted to see me. So, im seeing him on christmas day. I'm a little overwhelmed with a few emotions, anger, confusion, but im mainly just really nervous, i dunno why, I have no reason to be. I just feel like he isnt even a part of my life so after all that time, for him to come back, its just a really..weird thought.