Sep 05, 2009 19:18
Ok so it is official we are homeless agian. Ok so we will be homeless again in like 5 weeks. The house sold in a sheriff sale on July 10th. Twisted part....Teri and I both feel relief...like ok we lost the house now is time to act and move on. The question is to where..
I am debating going home to Dads, strongly debating. Dad is offering to pay for 90% of my life so I can concentrate on school again. Teddi would most likely be coming with me there and dad has offered that same thing to her. Leaving teri is not something i have decided I am ready to do.
We are with out power currently...have been for over a week and proabily will be til we move somewhere. The income coming in the house is not enough to support us in any kind of home ranging from 400 to 600 per month in rent. We just dont make enough. We may possibly end up at Grandma's for a little while. I am at least going to try to finish this quarter at osu then transfer to YSU if I end up going home. Dont know how driving from Mt.vernon to Columbus every day is going to work at all but I just dont know what our options are. Teri seems to think we are going to find a place I thnk she is nuts cause even if we do i dont see how this situation wont just happen again and I am TIRED of living this way. Constantly worrying about what will be shut off next. Will i have enough money for food or gas or what ever else we need. I am just so tired of it. Sometimes I worry this will forever be my life. :(
I fluctuate from ok to down and concernted but i guess that is to be expected in this mess.
Been throwing myself into my Anita Blake books as an escape and they are doing a wonderful job of taking me away from this all. Figure i need to start packing next week. I need to try to be packed before school starts on the 23rd. Dont see how i can work, pack, move and do school easily and I dont wnat to have to drop this quarter I just dont. So I am off monday i am thinking I will work on my room until its to warm up there to work on it. Maybe i will be lucky and it will be a cool day and I will get it all packed up in one day. Why not it might happen.
I HATE my job. its just getting more and more dumb. One good side to moving home to dad's is NOT MEIJER.
Well I guess I need to go pony. So I am gonna cut this short.