hibernation or lack thereof

[solitary_candor]

so yeah. there has been a dramatic resurgance of my mama-bearness, complete with swatting and growling. i thought i had gotten over most of that, and started to relax, but for some reason, it's as bad as ever. i just worry, okay? and maybe i don't emote that worry in the most healthy of ways. i had thought maybe distance and new people would change things, but no. now i just have more people to worry about and more worry to cover the distance. therefore the swattage increses exponentially. and winter is coming, which adds a slant of surliness at the lack of sunlight.

so if i swat you, please remember i do it because i care. and yes, that's a fair twisted bit of reasoning, but there you have it.