ROUGH WEEKS HOME
Ugh, I've been home for 2 weeks and it seems like I'm not on vacation. Well I'm not. I started work 2 weeks ago on monday, when i got home 2 weeks ago on saturday. I'm not even painting yet, which sucks. I have done a lot of grounds work that I've never done before. I WEEDWHACKED!!!! I'm not even strong enough to start the thing. Yeah, and i almost whacked a family of about 30 mice that were by one of the stadiums. Kinda scarey. And the rest of the time was spent mulching, and driving the pick up trucks around. I *heart* the pick up trucks.
Some other stuff has been going on. I finally saw James, and for those who dont know who that is, he's basicaly the love of my life. I loved him for about 5 years, and I just saw him after not seeing him for 2 years. I'm with Eric, and seeing James was a dangerous thing emotionaly. I don't know what's going on, because ever since my spring break he's been wanting to see me. He actually returns my phone calls, which is strange cause he used to never do that. It used to not be this way. If he wants to start something, then why can't we get one clear window of opportunity we it can be started safely. But I'm not going to stop things with Eric either, because James can be indecisive, and Eric is good for me. IDK. James and I saw a movie and just thinking about things, i swear i almost started crying a couple of times. I honestly don't know. He's the love of my life, and he's back....
Then I'm going to be able to see Seanny-Tuttle this week before he goes to Germany. Sean is my friend from my freshman yr of high school, and he's in the air force and is going to Germany soon. Hopefully hes going to be able to send me a bottle of French champagne. :-) I will probably get it at school, and on a good day me and good friends will celebrate. :-)
Oh yeah guess what smooth move I pulled off. Yeah, I lost my cell phone. So if anyone was trying to call me within the past week, yeah um not an option. You will have to call the house phone. If you dont know it just leave me a message somewhere and I will give it to you. So, I have to replace my phone wich will be like $150. Yay. Luckily i have a job. But i do think dad will still be pissed. He doesn't know. Hehehehe
Some other stuff has been going on. I finally saw James, and for those who dont know who that is, he's basicaly the love of my life. I loved him for about 5 years, and I just saw him after not seeing him for 2 years. I'm with Eric, and seeing James was a dangerous thing emotionaly. I don't know what's going on, because ever since my spring break he's been wanting to see me. He actually returns my phone calls, which is strange cause he used to never do that. It used to not be this way. If he wants to start something, then why can't we get one clear window of opportunity we it can be started safely. But I'm not going to stop things with Eric either, because James can be indecisive, and Eric is good for me. IDK. James and I saw a movie and just thinking about things, i swear i almost started crying a couple of times. I honestly don't know. He's the love of my life, and he's back....
Then I'm going to be able to see Seanny-Tuttle this week before he goes to Germany. Sean is my friend from my freshman yr of high school, and he's in the air force and is going to Germany soon. Hopefully hes going to be able to send me a bottle of French champagne. :-) I will probably get it at school, and on a good day me and good friends will celebrate. :-)
Oh yeah guess what smooth move I pulled off. Yeah, I lost my cell phone. So if anyone was trying to call me within the past week, yeah um not an option. You will have to call the house phone. If you dont know it just leave me a message somewhere and I will give it to you. So, I have to replace my phone wich will be like $150. Yay. Luckily i have a job. But i do think dad will still be pissed. He doesn't know. Hehehehe