I LOVE YA 'CAUSE YOU'RE SUCH A PRICK
On monday I went shopping, i meant to buy scrap booking stuff, well on top of that, i was in FYE and saw Collective Soul's album, Blender, on sale for $7 and i always meant to buy it since it came out. Well i decided to buy it. I forgot how good their two singles were. The rest of the album is amazing as well, but the two singles "Vent" and "Why Part 2" are amazing. Those songs sum up everything that im dealing with in two situations.
Vent
Shut your mouth
My mother said
Don't saddle me
With selfishness
Do you feel your tongue quivering
It's moments like these I revel in
Your conversation never sticks
'Cause no truth in you exists
Yeah you bite before you lick
I love ya 'cause you're such a prick
One more time
Don't fashion me
With stylish word
Of ramblings
Do you feel my pulse lingering
It's moments like these I revel in
In the air I'm tasting your perfection
Forgive me dear for my misdirection
As I crawl beneath this torture you adore
I fall face to face with my scars you've ignored
So tell me why it don't feel the same
Tell me why I've got to feel this way
Yeah you leave, you're gone
And I'm left here with the blame
So tell me why it don't feel the same
All my props I swear they were in order
Even with the warnings of your thunder
Now I pause to let my silence scream tonight
Awhile you roam like a serpent satellite
But anyhoo, vacation is going great. This whole week i haven't waken up at a time that was before 12:30 pm. I would get up take a shower and get into another
pair of pajamas. Then I would read, watch movies, and work on my scrap book. Tomorrow i have to get up early, possibly around 9 or 10 am. AM!!!? hahaha.
Well that's because i want to have lunch with my mom at her work. In that way I will be able to see Mary, and other people there. (I.e Jesse and Jason)
Then I will have to return the videos back to the library. And after class lets out at the highschool I'm going to get to see Heather, Krystal, Michael, and hopefully
Ker-bear. Basicaly this is the easiest way to see them all. And i want to see the new additions to the school.
Saturday I'm going to get to see my niece, Katie. And Elanore, and probably Bill as well. I haven't seen the cutie since the summer at my grad party.
And all of the pictures of her that i have are at school.
These next couple of days are going to be great. Then next week I have to start packing things up that Im not going to need,and clean my room. And read some more.
You know what, I haven't written anything in the longest time, poetry wise. The last poem i remember writing is from way back in April of 2004. I remember the
first couple of lines, "I will be the lady of the west/and be the name that you give me/ and you will be the man of my east..." I dont have any inspiration like i did that year.
I don't know what the hell im thinking. I want to get back to school and clean. There's a couple of things at school that i need to get rid of, out of my life. A
letter and yet another picture. They are either going in the garbage or mailbox. I don't know yet. I still have to make my daily schedual hour by hour, for next semester. I realized i dont have 8am classes on tuesday and thursdays. They are at 9 instead. YAY.
I'm going to go watch the Wilder Days, for a 3rd time.