FAT FACE OF FEAR NAH NAH NAH NAH
Well, Christmas was a blast. I could have cared less about the present’s part. I’m just not into that anymore. But, my parents got me a digital camera so that is pretty sweet. I didn’t even ask for it. Hahaha. It will be good for the hockey games I go to. Well, I probably am done going to them until Boston comes in March. Get some good ones of Leetch. Got some books, scrap booking stuff, and clothes basically.
Went to my uncle’s house. It was kinda nice cause it was all of the older cousins and the other two youngsters. Here’s the big surprise, STEFF AND BRETT ARE ENGAGED!!!!!!!! She’s the first of the 7 of the close cousins to get married. It’s exciting and I’m so happy for her, and Brett is a really nice guy so it should go real well. Watched the cousins play ping-pong, cause you know what, I suck. I leave to go upstairs to go to the bathroom and I look at my camera when I get back and find all of these weird pictures on it from them. Hahaha. That’s what I look forward to on x-mas, family time.
I somehow completed one of my new years resolutions very quickly. I guess it had to do with the bad mood I was in all week. I don’t know. All I know is on Wednesday I was a wreck. I was trying to get things completed so I can get part of that particular new years resolution completed, and things were just so hard, and I know its not even new years. I called James, and was hoping by talking to him would kinda cheer me up. Well the stupid guy can read me like an open book, even on the phone, and figured something was wrong. So, I started to cry and hung up on him. He called back, and it’s so funny how he can talk his way through my problem, even though I didn’t want to tell him about it because it would be uncharted territory for us, ya know the topic we never talk about, relationships. But yeah, he told me no person is worth that amount of pain, and that I should forget about it and to be good. Hahaha and I wonder why no one else fits the name of “silly puppy” the way he does. I think I’ve tried it out on everyone. But anyhoos after talking to him I was in a way better mood. I was stronger in a way and that is what I needed, 2006 is going to be about taking care of me and figure out what I want and need.
YAY last day of work was today. It was hella fun. We hardly had any work to do, just one classroom we were halfway finished with yesterday, and we finished it by 10 something. We all went out to Quizznos for lunch and then back to the shop and did miscellaneous jobs around the shop and then it was time for our tour of the tunnel under Plank North. Hahahah. Kevin was so excited about it. He was driving his truck in front of our bus and was hauling ass down the road. The tunnels were all crouch space but it was a good work out for your quads walking through that thing. After it was back to the shop and we just sat around for about a half hour. I
Tomorrow is New Years with the girls, and Wes. Poor Wes, he will be the Then Monday Seanny-Tuttle is coming back to NY. He called me on Thursday, at work, and told me he was going to be stationed in Germany coming this May. He’s all excited to go. Lucky son of a gun.