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i guess that i should appologise to someone because i hurt them by telling them how they hurt me.
forgiving is something i can't do so well.
so either way i'm the one who causes all of this.
i want to relieve myself of all my locked away emotions. thinking it's for the better.
but when i do and i let that person know, i have to apologise for letting them know.
which makes me more angry.
i know who's truly sincere... and wasn't just asked to apologise to me. i'm pretty sure that you know who you are, and by that move alone, you have lost even more respect from me.
you have to be told to apologise me after asking 'does she still hate me?'
guess what? i'm not falling for it. if it hurts you don't go blaming it on me. it was a completely disrespectful move you made. because you did it to show off for a person. and that person was someone whom i commented that you went out of your way for. guess what? i know that you two sit together alone and shit but if you turn that person against me, which i'm beginning to think is possible, you can be sure that you'll never get anything back from me.
don't play me for someone else. if you couldn't apologise me for self motives don't do it all.
i'm not playing happy.
you kids need to quit petting eachother.
don't get mad at me for writing how i feel. i only write what i see. if you all were being great and everything, this journal entry wouldn't exist. blame it on me. go ahead. but this isn't fair and someday you'll realize that.
oh and dru, before you rip on me for this entry which i have no doubt in my mind that you will, i'm very angry. VERY. and if i can't vent in my journal that no one else should be able to either.
forgiving is something i can't do so well.
so either way i'm the one who causes all of this.
i want to relieve myself of all my locked away emotions. thinking it's for the better.
but when i do and i let that person know, i have to apologise for letting them know.
which makes me more angry.
i know who's truly sincere... and wasn't just asked to apologise to me. i'm pretty sure that you know who you are, and by that move alone, you have lost even more respect from me.
you have to be told to apologise me after asking 'does she still hate me?'
guess what? i'm not falling for it. if it hurts you don't go blaming it on me. it was a completely disrespectful move you made. because you did it to show off for a person. and that person was someone whom i commented that you went out of your way for. guess what? i know that you two sit together alone and shit but if you turn that person against me, which i'm beginning to think is possible, you can be sure that you'll never get anything back from me.
don't play me for someone else. if you couldn't apologise me for self motives don't do it all.
i'm not playing happy.
you kids need to quit petting eachother.
don't get mad at me for writing how i feel. i only write what i see. if you all were being great and everything, this journal entry wouldn't exist. blame it on me. go ahead. but this isn't fair and someday you'll realize that.
oh and dru, before you rip on me for this entry which i have no doubt in my mind that you will, i'm very angry. VERY. and if i can't vent in my journal that no one else should be able to either.