love
this is to alex. my love. my best friend as well as others. today i had an epiphany...i realized that you meant it when you said it to me. you believed me. and i meant it with all my heart. its not impossible for you to feel the same. i love you and you love me. today i have no doubt in my mind that you meant it, because you seem to have no doubt that i did. it feels good to look into your eyes and find a place there for me. to be held in your arms and feel like home. this is to you, alex, you made me feel like no other person in the world. you care. and i care for you. i hope this lasts a long time. when i said i loved you, i meant 'love' and love lasts forever, its just that a person changes and so feelings change as well. but i won't do that to you. you are the one i want. forever and always you'll have a place within my arms and within my heart. i love you alex.