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I'm posting twice today because A. I have nothign better to do right now and B. I need to make up for hardly ever posting somehow.
I don't know what it is, I just don't feel like posting anymore, not that much was happening in my life when I was posting a lot, but now I really just have nothign interesting to say to anyone.
Like that for example that was very uninteresting.
And that right there, uninteresting too.
I actually have a little something, that is I'm going to D.C. in July, I'm getting sent there by this group of 9/11 truth people of which I guess I'm now a member of, to film a conferiance of fellow activists at American University in Washington D.C. They arn't actually sending me there to film it but Bill wants me too so that's going to be my mission. At the moment I think they expect me to act as there representitive at the conference but I don't know how I could do that, I can't talk in front of a class room of idiots that don't give a shit about what I'm saying much less a group of educated people that are interested in what I have to say...that means if I am to say anythign it would have to be informative and ... interesting. Ironic kinda. I could reherse somethign but damn I would be so nervous...never mind the whole idea seems impossible to me at the moment. I can think back on every presentation I've ever done and they all concisted of 3 things, mumbling, mixed sentances, and moderate to high incoherantness. I am really bad at public speaking. Bill understands this and says that he and Richard will pay my way if the group decides not to send me...he wants to give me the experiance and he wants the video for the show.
Bill Poten is my latests addition to my list of mentors, he drives me around and I film things and meet important peopel that he knows. It's kinda cool but I feel bad because I never have anythign to say to him. He does all the talking and I do a lot of bad listening.
I like Bill because he's not boring he does his best to never repeat himself, he does often but he doesn't want to so you can always expect there to be somethign new to learn from him.
He has me making a ton of DVD's which i don't mind making because I got a sweet new DVD burner but it time consuming and the only thing I can thing to do in order to kill time while burning is to play WoW, but I can't since it lags to much while I burn.
Other news...really behind of editing work, need a job really really really bad, too lazy to do anything but play WoW, eat, or occassionally open the window to pry on the girl that lives in the room across from me. MY GOD.
She is so fucking hot, I dress up now while in my home in the hopes that she might gander in my window and see me all sexed up. I'm never gonna talk to her though, she'd hate me and forget about her coming into my house what a mess....
More News...too lazy to clean house.
I don't know what it is, I just don't feel like posting anymore, not that much was happening in my life when I was posting a lot, but now I really just have nothign interesting to say to anyone.
Like that for example that was very uninteresting.
And that right there, uninteresting too.
I actually have a little something, that is I'm going to D.C. in July, I'm getting sent there by this group of 9/11 truth people of which I guess I'm now a member of, to film a conferiance of fellow activists at American University in Washington D.C. They arn't actually sending me there to film it but Bill wants me too so that's going to be my mission. At the moment I think they expect me to act as there representitive at the conference but I don't know how I could do that, I can't talk in front of a class room of idiots that don't give a shit about what I'm saying much less a group of educated people that are interested in what I have to say...that means if I am to say anythign it would have to be informative and ... interesting. Ironic kinda. I could reherse somethign but damn I would be so nervous...never mind the whole idea seems impossible to me at the moment. I can think back on every presentation I've ever done and they all concisted of 3 things, mumbling, mixed sentances, and moderate to high incoherantness. I am really bad at public speaking. Bill understands this and says that he and Richard will pay my way if the group decides not to send me...he wants to give me the experiance and he wants the video for the show.
Bill Poten is my latests addition to my list of mentors, he drives me around and I film things and meet important peopel that he knows. It's kinda cool but I feel bad because I never have anythign to say to him. He does all the talking and I do a lot of bad listening.
I like Bill because he's not boring he does his best to never repeat himself, he does often but he doesn't want to so you can always expect there to be somethign new to learn from him.
He has me making a ton of DVD's which i don't mind making because I got a sweet new DVD burner but it time consuming and the only thing I can thing to do in order to kill time while burning is to play WoW, but I can't since it lags to much while I burn.
Other news...really behind of editing work, need a job really really really bad, too lazy to do anything but play WoW, eat, or occassionally open the window to pry on the girl that lives in the room across from me. MY GOD.
She is so fucking hot, I dress up now while in my home in the hopes that she might gander in my window and see me all sexed up. I'm never gonna talk to her though, she'd hate me and forget about her coming into my house what a mess....
More News...too lazy to clean house.