words forgotten
this past weekend some close friends and i went out to "our" bar, returned to my house with goodies for the evening.
we listened to music, spoke about art. i showed them my art journal, which 3 people have seen aside from me. needless to say it rustled up a bunch of feelings that i've been trying not to feel for years.
i hate being played. i was played by mike, i was played before him, and i got played again. this past week made me feel better than i've ever felt before, and now, after recent information from peers, all i can feel is "fuck you".
i really try not to be a bitter person, but how can i stop being so if people keep shitting on me?
fuck.
we listened to music, spoke about art. i showed them my art journal, which 3 people have seen aside from me. needless to say it rustled up a bunch of feelings that i've been trying not to feel for years.
i hate being played. i was played by mike, i was played before him, and i got played again. this past week made me feel better than i've ever felt before, and now, after recent information from peers, all i can feel is "fuck you".
i really try not to be a bitter person, but how can i stop being so if people keep shitting on me?
fuck.