Skilly woman weak, skilly woman wise.
I feel disjointed. fucked up and mad.
I walk around most of the day feeling like the shit that someones scraped off a shoe. Im fat. I understand that. Im not the most attractive girl in the world, I get it. Im not the smartest, or the coolest. I dont know a thing about trend or whats hot.
And I walk around with this invisible thin voiced mantra in my head reminding me of it. Then on top of that me reminding myself twice about things. "Dont eat too much at lunch. They stare. Double check the mirror, a funny thing, hair/makeup/fly down, its always twice as bad when you're fat. Smile big, be nice, work harder, complain less.
And then today I looked at myself. Nodded. Understood that all those things are true, but Im fucking fun. Funny. Creative. Outgoing. I can cook like a mofuck. I love like noone on this earth. I have a beautiful son. Im compassionate and Empathetic. I fucking rock.
Everybody's gotta have something,a nd if it comes down to what I have versus Super pretty. I'll take this thank you very much.
I walk around most of the day feeling like the shit that someones scraped off a shoe. Im fat. I understand that. Im not the most attractive girl in the world, I get it. Im not the smartest, or the coolest. I dont know a thing about trend or whats hot.
And I walk around with this invisible thin voiced mantra in my head reminding me of it. Then on top of that me reminding myself twice about things. "Dont eat too much at lunch. They stare. Double check the mirror, a funny thing, hair/makeup/fly down, its always twice as bad when you're fat. Smile big, be nice, work harder, complain less.
And then today I looked at myself. Nodded. Understood that all those things are true, but Im fucking fun. Funny. Creative. Outgoing. I can cook like a mofuck. I love like noone on this earth. I have a beautiful son. Im compassionate and Empathetic. I fucking rock.
Everybody's gotta have something,a nd if it comes down to what I have versus Super pretty. I'll take this thank you very much.