~perfectionism~

[soliloquy_girl]

It is so hard for me not to doubt myself.

Comments

[emoxlame]

You have to make your own world, and your own ideals to aim for. There are so many things you can do, so many offerings of society, and the people who try to do them all end up mad, abusing illegal substances, dying young.

But about not being best... I know that feeling, and it is so hard to handle :(

[_pot_of_gold_]

What I've come to realise is that we can never be the best,
ever.
We can only be the best person that we, individually, can be.

[tinykittykat]

Look I do appreciate you comments- but I get so angry and hurt very easily. After reading your posts I came on here to read your journal and I was sad to see you seem so down. I hope that my 'angry girl' comments didnt cut too much because I am very defensive. Can I please add you?
x

[soliloquy_girl]

Sure.
Add away. I try not to make my journal too predomnantly ED orientated...

[breath_in_girl]

hi im from aussie ana and looking for more aussie friends. we're both from adelaide! add me? xo

[soliloquy_girl]

Add away sweetie!

~ Perfectionism ~

[cuontheflipside]

just a thought.
"Perhaps there can be no perfection. Only levels of imperfection. Only... differences. Each time we move closer and closer - but can never be satisfied. A piece is never complete, only at some stage abandoned... We must know when to move on. To search too long for perfection can also paralyse".
from Maestro - Goldsworthy.