Only one more week...
Well, it's pretty simple.
I don't want to leave. Period. I love it here and I wish I could just stay in Bloomington with my friends for the entire summer. We've all gotten so close and the people I've met here are the best friends I've ever had. I'm over high school-I can count on one hand the high school friends that I've stayed in touch with and would actually hang out with. I am dreading going back to Carmel...I honestly feel like there is nothing there for me anymore. I love my family and old friends but it really just reminds me of the past and brings back all the nostalgia, and I'm ready to move on from that. Thank God I get to escape for a little while to Florida and hopefully to Tennessee to see everyone in June, but I am going to go absolutely crazy. I'll probably just work hella hours downtown and try and stay busy to distract me from my misery. Next summer at least most of us have agreed that we're probably staying down here, or maybe I'll be abroad.
It's just sad. At one time, I could never imagine myself here, in college, being happy. Now I can't see myself anywhere else.
I really hope this summer turns out to be better than I've anticipated. :/
I don't want to leave. Period. I love it here and I wish I could just stay in Bloomington with my friends for the entire summer. We've all gotten so close and the people I've met here are the best friends I've ever had. I'm over high school-I can count on one hand the high school friends that I've stayed in touch with and would actually hang out with. I am dreading going back to Carmel...I honestly feel like there is nothing there for me anymore. I love my family and old friends but it really just reminds me of the past and brings back all the nostalgia, and I'm ready to move on from that. Thank God I get to escape for a little while to Florida and hopefully to Tennessee to see everyone in June, but I am going to go absolutely crazy. I'll probably just work hella hours downtown and try and stay busy to distract me from my misery. Next summer at least most of us have agreed that we're probably staying down here, or maybe I'll be abroad.
It's just sad. At one time, I could never imagine myself here, in college, being happy. Now I can't see myself anywhere else.
I really hope this summer turns out to be better than I've anticipated. :/