Title: Stark
Author: Jenn
Fandom: TMNT
Characters: Leonardo
Prompt: 50 Dark Fics Table - 48. Shadow.
Word Count: 130
Rating: G - Just a lot of angst, of course. ;-)
Author's Notes: I do not own nor financially profit from the Ninja Turtles. I write stories featuring them for my own amusement. If I choose to share the stories publicly and others enjoy it in the process all the better! Also, if you wish to read my other works in the 50 Dark Fics series,
click here to see the prompt table.
I will be writing fiction featuring the four TMNT based on these prompts. Please don't expect quick completion of the stories; I'm doing this for my own pleasure whenever I find myself with some free time and a need for inspiration. :-)
There's a shadow which follows me, tracking my guilt and keeping tally of each mistake I make.
This weight, sitting heavy across my shoulders, is mine alone to bear. My knees feel weak under the burden, but I'd never dream of sharing it with anyone else. I brought it all upon myself, and alone is how I will carry it.
No matter how hard I squint into the darkness the face never reveals itself. I imagine it taunting me, hissing insults. I'm never good enough. I failed myself. I failed my family.
In the quiet sanctum of my room I sit down and light a candle. It helps me meditate and hone my senses just right. The soft light reveals no shadow after all.
It's just me.