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vented.
feel a little better.
been going through back logs. mainly the random kind.
this is a hell of a depressing website. But then again the internet is just a shiny bucket of ugly suffering with rainbow vomiting pandas on the side to distract you from the smell.
you reading this? whoever you are..... hard to tell that sort of thing these days. even in the real world, the walking around one.
tired of the world. rather burn it down then put up with all the bs. scorched earth has an appeal. but i've a real soft spot for Fallout and other post apocolyptia stuff. gun and a horse is all I'd need. life wouldn't be to different realy, heh. imagine that.
But you there. reading this. I'm not drunk. I'm not depressed..... as much as I might be.... shut up.
I'm just tired, a little weary of my own life and the world I live in, also I've not had a proper meal in a week and a half or so.... timing is tricky when you're only half tracking it.
But you. we're getting to it I swear. My mind is breaking I need sleep.
I love you. if I could give you a hug I might. I have standards after all and you should too.
I'm probably going to dream of you tonight. really though it'll just be someone I made up and if I remember this when I get to go swimming in my head then I'll assign you a face.
if you're someone I know, well, there's a pretty good chance I already dream of you.
I don't know to many folk.
g'night
you suck
I love you
nick
feel a little better.
been going through back logs. mainly the random kind.
this is a hell of a depressing website. But then again the internet is just a shiny bucket of ugly suffering with rainbow vomiting pandas on the side to distract you from the smell.
you reading this? whoever you are..... hard to tell that sort of thing these days. even in the real world, the walking around one.
tired of the world. rather burn it down then put up with all the bs. scorched earth has an appeal. but i've a real soft spot for Fallout and other post apocolyptia stuff. gun and a horse is all I'd need. life wouldn't be to different realy, heh. imagine that.
But you there. reading this. I'm not drunk. I'm not depressed..... as much as I might be.... shut up.
I'm just tired, a little weary of my own life and the world I live in, also I've not had a proper meal in a week and a half or so.... timing is tricky when you're only half tracking it.
But you. we're getting to it I swear. My mind is breaking I need sleep.
I love you. if I could give you a hug I might. I have standards after all and you should too.
I'm probably going to dream of you tonight. really though it'll just be someone I made up and if I remember this when I get to go swimming in my head then I'll assign you a face.
if you're someone I know, well, there's a pretty good chance I already dream of you.
I don't know to many folk.
g'night
you suck
I love you
nick