Rather Enraged
I've been a pretty mellow and positive guy lately, but for some reason as I tried to get to sleep last night I gradually became rather pissed off. I seemed to dwell on negative thoughts. Little annoying things like things friends have said lately and other circumstances and it just built and built until I was pretty angry in general as well as at specific people. Eventually the anger subsided and I became rather depressed.
Not sure what it was all about but It could have been sparked by the general aversion to going to work the next day or just an overactive imagination fueled by an almost uncontrolled overindulgence of negative pondering. All the while I consciously sat back in my mind and watched this fiery flare of energy burn brightly in my psyche and gradually fade and flicker.
Eventually I fell asleep.
I feel fine today, but the whole experience left me with a couple of observations about emotions as well as some quirks in my everyday life and interaction with people in general. I'm not going to go into those here because I never really do. I keep such observations to myself, which seemed to surprise Brad on a few recent occasions that I do actually have many psyche and energetic observations that coincide with his. I just rarely mention them.
Not sure what it was all about but It could have been sparked by the general aversion to going to work the next day or just an overactive imagination fueled by an almost uncontrolled overindulgence of negative pondering. All the while I consciously sat back in my mind and watched this fiery flare of energy burn brightly in my psyche and gradually fade and flicker.
Eventually I fell asleep.
I feel fine today, but the whole experience left me with a couple of observations about emotions as well as some quirks in my everyday life and interaction with people in general. I'm not going to go into those here because I never really do. I keep such observations to myself, which seemed to surprise Brad on a few recent occasions that I do actually have many psyche and energetic observations that coincide with his. I just rarely mention them.