back in the game...
hello all,
I think most of you thought I disappeared. well, we all know that is not the case at all. if anything, I have been hanging with you more so then writing in this dam thing. but i'm back baby, i'm back. my last post was around 2 months ago, life has been fairly stagnant since. well, I shouldn't say that but, lately I have been feeling so incredibly bored with my life. kevin and my friends are the only exception. it's all me that is the problem. I have been feeling so un-motivated to DO the stuff I am "suppose" to be doing right now. what exactly should I be doing? looking for schools/programs that interest me? jobs that are truly in my field? side projects? travel? save money? start thinking about my future for the rest of the year? yes, this is me having a semi nervous breakdown on my journal, who knew?
maybe this unmotivation is rooting from me being sick right now. its been constant for 4 days. today was the first day i went beyond my block and ventured around town. i ran some errands and then treated myself to the cinema. i went to see "Vera Drake," it was so powerful. it was about this british women who performed abortions secretly to women post WWII. she did it for 20 years until one goes wrong, beyond her control and she gets arrested. it was such a moving story. this women was so kind and loving to everyone and was such a hard worker all her life, it did not seem "wrong" with what she was doing. "wrong" according to the police.
i just did some exercises on the yoga ball. wooohhhhhhhhhh, i'm going to feel it tomorrow!
peace out.
I think most of you thought I disappeared. well, we all know that is not the case at all. if anything, I have been hanging with you more so then writing in this dam thing. but i'm back baby, i'm back. my last post was around 2 months ago, life has been fairly stagnant since. well, I shouldn't say that but, lately I have been feeling so incredibly bored with my life. kevin and my friends are the only exception. it's all me that is the problem. I have been feeling so un-motivated to DO the stuff I am "suppose" to be doing right now. what exactly should I be doing? looking for schools/programs that interest me? jobs that are truly in my field? side projects? travel? save money? start thinking about my future for the rest of the year? yes, this is me having a semi nervous breakdown on my journal, who knew?
maybe this unmotivation is rooting from me being sick right now. its been constant for 4 days. today was the first day i went beyond my block and ventured around town. i ran some errands and then treated myself to the cinema. i went to see "Vera Drake," it was so powerful. it was about this british women who performed abortions secretly to women post WWII. she did it for 20 years until one goes wrong, beyond her control and she gets arrested. it was such a moving story. this women was so kind and loving to everyone and was such a hard worker all her life, it did not seem "wrong" with what she was doing. "wrong" according to the police.
i just did some exercises on the yoga ball. wooohhhhhhhhhh, i'm going to feel it tomorrow!
peace out.