rain drops on roses and whiskers on kittens.

[solidgold]

i had the strangest dreams last night. a rat fell on my face and then i was chasing a boar around my house. well, my stepfather rodney was chasing the boar and i was running around the house going mad. basically the boar represents some sort of disappointment in my life and the rat represents jealousy. i also had this dream that paul was back in town and he wanted to see us. and lastly my third dream of the evening was all of the b.dot crew were driving around in someones van (possibly nick lesey but he was not in the dream). we were all on our way to allan's house. allan was my boyfriend at the time and i was only one that didnt know it. amanda kept smearing makeup on my face telling me to "get ready for my man." it was creepy and abusive.

i still love you amanda.