OMGZ WTF?!
WOW. I found one of my ex-boyfriends on an online personals site. Haha. I like to look at teh personals and look at the ugly peoples (and see which I know ^^). This ad has a HORRIBLE pic of him. He's actually quite kute. But I was so shocked to see his face on there. How weird. He was my first BF ever. So. You know. Uh. lol. It wasn't anything... it makes me feel guilty, our relationship. He was really head over heels for me, and he was just a buddy and 'OMGZ A BOYFRIEND!11'. I wasn't really attracted to him at all, either.
With Billy, he's my first true love. And I know it, there is no doubt that I love him. OMG. I'm looking at old AIM convos from when he was down in the city. AWWW.
me: iiiii miiiiss you like craaazy
him: i mmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu moreeeeeeeeeeee
-- & --
him: i would wait forever to be with you..
me: well you probably WILL be waiting forever... hahaha
how cute/sweet is that? :)
ARGH. I just wish there was more time to be with him, and do things together. It makes me want to SCREAM sometimes!!! Grr!!! It's so unfair, I really wish he went to school here, or we worked together again. SOMETHING to get us more time together. Sigh. But I am patient. And I love him so. And therefore, I will wait as long as it takes... because he is so worth it ♥
Welps. My best friend in the entire world is coming to visit tomorrow. Jessica just called me out of the blue and said she wanted to get away from Florida :) I can't wait to see her. Kinda sucks that school is ruling my life right now, though. And hey, this LJ layout sucks, mayn. I will chang0rz it!! ^___^
PS... I'm worth $2,022,470.00. YAY. I will sell myself and become rich!!
With Billy, he's my first true love. And I know it, there is no doubt that I love him. OMG. I'm looking at old AIM convos from when he was down in the city. AWWW.
me: iiiii miiiiss you like craaazy
him: i mmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu moreeeeeeeeeeee
-- & --
him: i would wait forever to be with you..
me: well you probably WILL be waiting forever... hahaha
how cute/sweet is that? :)
ARGH. I just wish there was more time to be with him, and do things together. It makes me want to SCREAM sometimes!!! Grr!!! It's so unfair, I really wish he went to school here, or we worked together again. SOMETHING to get us more time together. Sigh. But I am patient. And I love him so. And therefore, I will wait as long as it takes... because he is so worth it ♥
Welps. My best friend in the entire world is coming to visit tomorrow. Jessica just called me out of the blue and said she wanted to get away from Florida :) I can't wait to see her. Kinda sucks that school is ruling my life right now, though. And hey, this LJ layout sucks, mayn. I will chang0rz it!! ^___^
PS... I'm worth $2,022,470.00. YAY. I will sell myself and become rich!!