Time was like a broken watch

[solid_nectarine]

I feel like I construct these walls around my life so that I'm able to control who or what ideas enter into my world. Or at least I can anticipate what people/ideas will be coming into my future and then mold those experiences to fit my liking. I can also ostricize specific individuals or nostalgic memories so that I don't have to feel the pain

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dee-lish is right!

[somadream]

thoroughly aroused huh? just like your going to be on one special night in seattle! heh-heh.

hey-- when i bought the kills yesterday, i also bought some other tuneage, wanna know the list? if you were interested in getting any of these as well, i would recommend one little number you might be interested in. i would almost have to force you at gunpoint and give you the fear until you laid down some buck-olas for this joint: Antony & the Johnsons "I Am A Bird Now." do it motherfucker! you know you won't regret it!

also, i got: "La Mia Via Violenta" -Blonde Redhead, and "Dry" -PJ Harvey, and "Rid Of Me" -PJ Harvey, and "Tour de France Soundtracks" -Kraftwerk, and "Loveless" -My Bloody Valentine. word! have you ever listened to Blonde Redhead or My Bloody Valentine-- if you have an adoration for the absurd, the grotesque and the sublime-- then you must look into them. Blonde Redhead is made up of an Italian boy and a Japanese girl. And My Bloody Valentine are a bunch of gothic freaks from the eighties who should all be having sex with me right now, (one of them looks like my past love Heidi even!)

Mallory, you are great. and furthermore, any boy produced by Puyallup (besides a: Ryan Clark and b: Sterl) should be dead. end of story. especially if there names begin with either a J or a K, or if they are a girl and their name is Presley. woot! did i just go there? i think i did!)

hey-- remember when Hunter S. Thompson died? yeah-- that was really cool. thanks a lot god for shooting my idol. you're the best. (i am never going to get over that shit.) anyway-- we will have to recall good times with fear and loathing when you come down here!

look who's here, well well well, guess it's time for show and tell

[solid_nectarine]

hey, i'm totally buying that album asap. especially if it's soul-crushing. or just body crushing, because i don't know if i have a soul. speaking of - hunter s. thompson's death was pretty much the most in-denial moment of my existence. i can't fathom his madass not living. hey! maybe if we have some fear and loathing times when i'm down god will put US on his hit list! fuck, that would be magnificent.

also - i am absolutely obsessed with blonde redhead. i saw them open for interpol (which was quite possibly one of the most gothically beautiful things my retinas have witnessed) and immediately picked up Melody of Certain Damaged Lemons, Misery is A Butterfly and In An Expresion of the Inexpressible. that girl is out of control. i also own loveless, which i play on constant rotation during sunny days to try and squeeze some reality back into my life. weird that you just bought PJ's Rid of Me and Dry, because I did that a little bit back as well.. hello, Kosmic.

p.s. what is up with that presley girl? did she fall down a well? and what the fuck happened with a certain kyle? HOW DO PEOPLE JUST ORBIT OUT OF THE UNIVERSE?? last time i checked, we were not that fortunate. am i totally uninvolved? totally.

Re: look who's here, well well well, guess it's time for show and tell

[somadream]

yeah-- both Linds just launched out into orbit on their own wavelengths of bore and absurdity. oh, and do you know what is weird? i didn't talk to Kyle for almost a year straight (since Coachella) and then the day that i finally got his phone number and gave him a jingle, and chatted with his ass while he rode the bus to work-- well, that was the day my apartment burned down!! coincidence. WRONG!!

hey-- we own all of the same albums!! what the fuck!!! are we the same person? let's just get married. let's just get it over with.

tell me what you think of Antony as soon as you listen to him. he is my goddamn dreamdate (besides the Livia that i saw the first few times she stepped through the doors of my coffeeshop. she was the pre-ultimate.)

have you listened to My Bloody Valentine "Ecstasy and Wine"?? it is a French import, and i happened to find it used at Sonic Boom, and it is so sweet and perfect and metallic and shimmy-able.

i love hearing from you.
--rosemary

ps: as of last night, now i have had TWO DREAMS about making love with Hunter S. Thompson! TWO!!! and they were SO SO SO hot.

Re: look who's here, well well well, guess it's time for show and tell

[solid_nectarine]

i can't even handle that shit with kyle. why is this universe so goddamn awesome in every way and then in one instance a black hole consumes all good out of your life? the fuck?

oh well, at least you've been makin' sweet gonzo love with hunter. tell me, was he the young mr. thompson or the bitter old craze-o? hopefully he was the movie version and you were actually just bonin' johnny depp. because that's pretty much every human's dream, i've determined.

can you even deal with the kills? because i'm about ready to blast off when i listen to them. also, i'm completely consumed with bloc party. mostly because the lead singer is sublimely london and we know what those U.K. boys do... but you can really shake yr groove thang to 'em. oh, and kathleen hanna has totally stole my vagina and i really don't want it back.

we are the same person and duh!marriage!

hearing from you is visigasm. bionigasm for the eyes. are those words? am i really making new urban slang? YOU BETCHA!

Re: look who's here, well well well, guess it's time for show and tell

[somadream]

i have to admit-- the sweet love crimes were committed with the oldest and most embittered sexpot of gonzo journalism. shit damn yo! that pimp is so hot! last night i think we were on a train, or in the back of a car. some moving thing and his wandering gaze was just delightful when it spread over me. plus i think i gave him like fifty handjobs.

i hope you aren't planning on marrying kathleen hanna instead of me. but if you decide to marry neither of us, that would probably be better. because it would be unfortunate if you had caught the gay.

--yo mama