Everybodyelse is talking about it..
In this new year. In this next twelve months in which i can grow and mess things up and make things better and continue to disappoint and continue to impress and go along with all of life's paradoxes i would like to say this. I am going to try to be a better person. I am going to try to actually do the things I know i need to do. I'm going to try to read and understand. I want to see. I will be a warrior not a watcher. I will not follow stereotypes or be held back by them. I will not be controlled by ghosts. I will not let money to be spent ruin my thoughts. I will love nature. I will take less for granted. I will gather flowers for your hair and your clothes. I will open more doors for everyone. I won't be too shy to help people. I will continue to ask my questions, but i will listen too. I will open my heart and my mind. I won't feel like a child when i cry. I won't only watch, but i will participate. I will create things that i am not ashamed to call my own. And i will make less decisions that i will eventually become ashamed of. I will try my hardest to make these statements stay true. I will be consistent. I will know who my real friends are and i will stand by them. I will not slide backwards. I will never want to have what i once did and i will never want to be what i once was. I will be brave. I will try my hardest to make these statements stay true. Apathy will no longer be my name, and i will no longer wear it's badge of warning. It's time to grow. It's time to believe. And it's time to fight all the things within myself that i have never wanted to be there. I will be happy.