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So what does it mean to long for constant human interaction, but to get tired of it so easily? What am i searching for anyway? What's the point. I still believe that there's someone out there that is just like every other person you could meet. Why are we so arrogant to think that as people we are just our selves and whole and unique? Take a generation, Each one is usually marked by something significantly the same about it's people. Most of us grew up to the same things. The same outside influences, right? I mean, of course not all of us, not those in third world countries fighting for survival, but those of us that are the middle class often with a single parent. The ones that grew up with a tv to baby sit them. And why do we try to seek out people who are just like us? I don't think that anyone is really completely happy with what they are, so why try to find someone with the same vices and same likes and dislikes. How are we to become more accepting of other things if we just surround ourselves with the things that we know we can already accept and do? Shouldn't we do the opposite? Shouldn't we be trying to connect with people that we don't understand? But those are the people that we usually try to convert. Try to make them more like us and they try the same so that we can feel more at home around someone who thinks like us. How can i admit that i don't understand anything that's going on but can so assuredly tell someone else that what they are doing is wrong? Why would i want to make anyone else like me when i don't even want to be like me often times.....No, i don't know where i'm going with this. I'm probably just making a lot of stupid unreasonable accusations, but i'm just thinking out loud here, so to speak... so to speak. I just needed to do something. I've been sitting at home all day talking to people through zero's and one's and not getting anywhere but later in the day. Right now i hate it, but a guarantee you that if i were around some real people for a few hours i would be happy to be right back here hiding in front of this screen with the noise of my idols and the nuisance of my cat that i love.
Don't give this much thought, because i didn't so if you do i'll probably just sound like an idiot. Which i don't think i am. I'm just a little confused is all, and i'm muddling through my own thoughts in a live forum which is a great way to be safe of ridicule, right?
"It was grass stained jeans and incompletes and a girl from class to touch, but you think about yourself too much and your ruin who you love."
"we don't know what we're doing. Maybe just buying ourselves some hope. Because we all know that we are lonely. Yeah, lonely, that's for sure."
Don't give this much thought, because i didn't so if you do i'll probably just sound like an idiot. Which i don't think i am. I'm just a little confused is all, and i'm muddling through my own thoughts in a live forum which is a great way to be safe of ridicule, right?
"It was grass stained jeans and incompletes and a girl from class to touch, but you think about yourself too much and your ruin who you love."
"we don't know what we're doing. Maybe just buying ourselves some hope. Because we all know that we are lonely. Yeah, lonely, that's for sure."