It's that time of year...
... Reckless... I need something to do... I'm sitting in my computer chair thinking about the next best thing that will happen during my racing career. I want to jump. I could anything right now and not care what would happen to me. I could jump a 40foot gap, and you know what, I wouldn't care if I broke every bone in my body cause I would have just tried the most amazing thing ever. I could go pull a backflip right now, and if I landed on my knuckles, and every single one of them was broken, I'd get up, look and laugh, and think about how I just tried something amazing. I don't appreciate anything. I don't appreciate myself, i need to do something that I can be proud of. cause right now, there is absolutely nothing I'm proud of. So I'm going to keep my death wish, and come May I will have tried jumping the pros, and if I kill myself trying then Oh Fucking Well.